i've been readin' through my old xanga entries from like 2 yrs ago.. haha wat a rollercoaster of emotions. it made me think of a lot of people. like all the numbers and letters.
this entry is dedicated to my friend justin6. who whether he knows it or not continues to have an impact on my life. whether we hang out every single day like sophomore year or maybe once a week like junior year i always feel like you know and understand things about me that other people dont. i remember one time we were playin' board games (all guys but me) and someone was pickin' on me (prob jlo) and jason told me, "you know if you dont react to it, they wont pick on you so much." and you said, "christine's not really sad. she's just bein' a good sport and playin' along." and i thought to myself.. he understands me. (not to say that my bf doesnt understand me!) but i know there are some connections that we share that i dont share with anyone else.
What a good platonic friendship even through all of our many "DTRs." haha. Even though our friendship has its ups and downs, you allow me to believe in girl and guy friendships. remember when it all started from the first and worst IM team ive ever been on, Team 8. The first time that you, george, and yeeland IMed me was before homedawg comin' that year haha and that was the first time you talked to me. and then AACM retreat '04 is when it finally shot off. thanks for seein' me through some rough times and havin' the patience to listen to me eventho i kno you often dont think i have the right to complain. although it sometimes hurts thanks for your honesty. i cant tell you how much i appreciate it. i feel like our friendship is more real because of the ups and downs. thanks for the past 2 years of "studyin", late nights at the library or latern lane, lettin' me sleep in your bed (that sounds shady =P), long talks, inside jokes, numbers and letters, ice skatin', san marcos, introducin' me to kyoto, drivin' me around, analyzin' me, knowin' me, carin' for me and fillin' me with memories. =)
to end this dedication i am goin' to put up clips of aim conversations that i came upon when goin' through my old posts. i think i have so many quotes from you b/c at of everyone on my buddy list.. i think when we actually chat at nite, i have the longest lastin' conversations w/ you. prob cause you dont sleep at nitee.
lilcraziemonkey: haha im all wet.
jussssss: dang
jussssss: that's hot
3/19/05
lilcraziemonkey (12:57:58 AM): hey
jusssss (12:58:05 AM): hey boy magnet
jusssss (12:58:07 AM): whats up
lilcraziemonkey (12:58:19 AM): tonite my mom asked me if we were datin'
jusssss (12:58:35 AM): haha
jusssss (12:58:37 AM): who?
lilcraziemonkey (12:58:43 AM): you and me.
jusssss (12:58:48 AM): hahahahahaha
jusssss (12:58:49 AM): what
jusssss (12:58:51 AM): .
jusssss (12:58:51 AM): what.
jusssss (12:58:52 AM): why
lilcraziemonkey (12:58:54 AM): i dont think it was the first time she's asked that either
jusssss(12:59:01 AM): what?
lilcraziemonkey (12:59:03 AM): seems like everyone has to ask that once
jussss (3:38:54 AM): haha
jussss (3:38:57 AM): tahts ok you are a girl
jussss (3:39:02 AM): i'm allowed to touch weewee's
jussss (3:39:05 AM): and you are not
jussss (3:39:12 AM): but you can grab all of the boobs you want
Im excited to see you in a couple of days in your new "home." But dont forget that home is where the heart is. Have a blast in Cali. I'll miss you.
Here's to a and b. *high five*
(i hope the next time you put me on your desktop background. you'll put this one instead of the scary one.. hehe)
ohh yeah, happy birthday by the way! oopps =P | 
i've missed this place. my apartment was cleaner when i walked in than when i left. thank you to my subleaser, anthony. i've missed exercisin'. soo im goin' to go to the gym again. call me up to hang out. =)